Me vs Me

I am now the age of thirty three and just now realizing how much I have always just needed myself to rely on. Me being independent and helping others since my childhood, I never understood that if I gave to myself as much as I gave to others I would never need anyone else. In these last few months of my life I have learned so much about my strength and me being such a loving person I always felt that I needed to share it with others to receive the same. However the key has always been to pour all that love into myself and I will be able have all the love I need. I spent my life trying to please everyone just to learn that it has always been no one that will have my back like I do. I am so grateful for my loving heart for I have four beautiful children that I am able to pour all my love into. For a brief moment I was feeling like it is me vs the world, because of everything that was coming at me, but I learned that it is me vs me. Because as long as I have the love of my sweet children and the love I have for myself I have all the love I need in life.